Bb, if I were in hell and you were in heaven, I’d always look up and be really proud of you. But if I were in heaven and you were in hell, I would ask Allah to send me to hell because without you there is no heaven, there is no jannah. I’d even exchange my good deeds to you to see you in jannah, I’d burn in hell to see you smile in heaven. Now I know what it’s like to be at peace, I know peace because I know your love. My love, my life, my day, my nights, my wealth, my prayers are all for you. Without meeting you I already know that your kiss is sweeter than cherries, your love is more beautiful than a bed of roses. I love you bb, your touch is stronger than a mountain, your voice is as calming as the morning birds singing, I am blessed, I am grateful that you’ve chosen to love me and spend your forever by my side. Bb, I know we are miles and miles apart from one another, but I always believed that as long as our souls are connected to each other the flames of our love will burn forever. Only souls can defeat death, our physical connection is meaningless without the souls connection and in this regard by Gods mercy we are blessed. With all my heart and all my soul I will love you bb till the winds are still. Until the oceans turn to stone, my love is yours and yours alone. My love is forever, even after forevers gone. Time will prove my love to you, and cement my place in your heart forever, for time will give me the credibility and believability that I need to convince you to want to spend the rest of your life with me. That I am worthy of such sacrifice and commitment from you. I am never bored with you bb, I never get enough of you, listening to you breathing is like a big adventure for me. When I am with you I wish I could stop time so that I could spend forever with you and never have to leave your company. I love the sun for days, I love the moon for the nights, I love and praise God for the creation of all that surrounds you, because I love you forever and till eternity is no more, I will love you… Alfu miah…

“Maybe he isn’t perfect, but maybe he’s trying. Maybe he’s just taking things one day at a time. Maybe he laughs and maybe he cries. Maybe you would be surprised by everything he keeps inside… Maybe he is more than the skin he is in. Maybe we should start learning how to love what’s within. Maybe God only knows all the places he has been. But maybe he comes back to Him again and again. Maybe he’s not afraid to die, just afraid not to live.”.. Alfu Miah… They asked,“Who is your favorite poet?”To which I simply replied,“God.”.. Thank you Allah swt.. Alfie

Past me

Dear past me… now I know you are very happy with yourself and your current circumstances. But lonely, and you’ve let people take advantage of you and befriended people who werent the best fit for you, but know that the future looks much brighter than you anticipated. somewhere along the way, something will click and although you dont realise it, life will make so much more sense and there will no longer be such a heavy cloud hanging above your head. just please know, future self loves you very much and only wants the best for you, so please take care of yourself now, so you’re around to enjoy the bright bright future you have ahead. Alfie… Bb things are going to be so great….

I had a dream bb, we were together. We met outside a hotel, anticipation all over your face. I couldn’t wait to see you, I longed for your embrace.
I held your hand so tightly, as I unlocked our hotel door, once inside with you.. The world didn’t exist anymore. I took you in my arms, what a perfect place to be. Feeling the love between us.. As I kissed you passionately. How I’ve missed your touch, Your eyes that take me in..
My kisses on your neck.. How I make your head spin. I am your perfect lover, I take your breath away.. Loving you is a pleasure, feelings so easy to convey. I take you to that place of pure eternal bliss, every touch felt so deep, savouring every kiss, gentle, yet so strong. Making love all through the night. Feeling you in my soul..
My passion you ignite. It’s an intense ride with you, a night like never before, now lives safely in my heart,
I leave you wanting more. Dawn came all too soon, and with it, a sad goodbye. As you walked me to my car, you fought the urge to cry. A feeling that’s so right, as I kissed you long and deep. You watched as I drove away, leaving a vision I’ll always keep. Our time will come again, because our love will always be. We’ll lock away the world bb, and there will be only you and me..
Alfu Miah…

I had a dream bb, we were together. We met outside a hotel, anticipation all over your face. I couldn’t wait to see you, I longed for your embrace. I held your hand so tightly, as I unlocked our hotel door, once inside with you.. The world didn’t exist anymore. I took you in my arms, what a perfect place to be. Feeling the love between us.. As I kissed you passionately. How I’ve missed your touch, Your eyes that take me in.. My kisses on your neck.. How I make your head spin. I am your perfect lover, I take your breath away.. Loving you is a pleasure, feelings so easy to convey. I take you to that place of pure eternal bliss, every touch felt so deep, savouring every kiss, gentle, yet so strong. Making love all through the night. Feeling you in my soul.. My passion you ignite. It’s an intense ride with you, a night like never before, now lives safely in my heart, I leave you wanting more. Dawn came all too soon, and with it, a sad goodbye. As you walked me to my car, you fought the urge to cry. A feeling that’s so right, as I kissed you long and deep. You watched as I drove away, leaving a vision I’ll always keep. Our time will come again, because our love will always be. We’ll lock away the world bb, and there will be only you and me.. Alfu Miah…

Pain= Love.. There’s pain in my heart that won’t let me live. There’s pain in my life only you can relief. I’m so glad it was you that stayed by my side. You know and I know that our love will never die. Our love will always come through. It’s like a dream come true…. Alfie… Pain= Love

All My Heart, my soul, my life, my love. My bb, My love is like a colourful bird flying high up with blissful ease. I remember your smile, so radiant and warm, illuminating my day with loving affection. You manage to keep the sorrow far, watching movies, listening to our playlists just being together in bliss. My love is like a sweet red rose the beauty is profound and true. I remember your kisses, so sweet and soft, and given through the air waves, engulfing my being with blissful elation. I remember your touch though only in words so gentle and delicate, setting my soul on fire with burning sensation. I miss you every second, every minute, every hour, every day and every night. I seek you out, trying to catch a glimpse of your beautiful face in the lake of my dreams. My love is like a vast ocean that goes down deep and blue. My love is like a living river With a flow that will never cease. Even when you’re gone for treatment and I know you’re gone cause you told me before you left. I look for your glowing angelic presence, your caring and loving traits, your essence. My love is like a happy song that goes on and on forever, singing about you, my sweet angel sent to me from above. I am so blessed to have found you and I give you all my love. I see you now, my heart flutters, again whole, and I know how lucky I am to have met you… Met you at all my love… Alfu Miah… With few extracts…